Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in spyderspike's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
12:04 am	Lets Go To The Ex ... Jamie woke me up today, asking me to go to the Ex. So seeing as no one else would go with him, and were all being dicks to him, I went. It was good times. For the first while we just walked around randomly and talked. Then we went back to the mid-way, and I see Huggee standing in line for a ride with Shandy. Who looked like he was on a date? Oh yah, it was Huggee. So then Jamie, Huggee, Shandy and I ran around the Ex all night going on rides. Some girl puked on the Gravatron. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Then they were playing happy hardcore at one of the rides, so we had a mini-rave at the EX. Good times. All in all a good day. Would have been better had me lady been there. All well, we cant have everything in life can we. I'm still fucking dizzy. And he can't dance right now. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
1:59 am	And Now It's Story Time With Amy... The story goes something like this..."im wearing a shiny black top" "and you are?" "well i am the amazing gracer" "who the fuck is the amazing..." "gracer? well that is me." and you are?" "the amazing gracer, i just finished explaining this to you." "i dont get it." "thats fine there is nothing really to get. just accept it and all is well." ... "okie"...and then the sun grew two times its original size burning the mass population of the egyptian kings. The australians got mad and started throwing carrot sticks at the koala bears since the kings were dying, the kings from egypt. The koalas went on strike from sleeping in trees because of the food fight as you can simply call it, and began sleeping in the public transportation systems.... The instrumental equipment got lost somewhere in france and since no one can seem to find france, the instrumental equipment was lost forever. Or until france is found. The captain of the 5th ship in the 6th sea sank in a submarine about 56degrees north of south carolina. If cats meow the the birds sing songs like tweedle dee. SO back to the koalas in the public transportation units... Blue Skies says: they all died do to lack of bark in their oxygen. And thats about it. Thats how it ended. The world died. And Then She Danced. (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 1st, 2005
2:16 am	My Arm Pits Are Itchy. Work sucked today, actually today just sucked in general. The only good thing about it was seeing me lady. It made me happy. I realized that making Amy blush is probably one of my favorite things in the world to do. Heh heh heh. I HAVE THE POWER! (Pulls a Heman Pose). I went into work all happy like, then realized where I was. It was all down hill from there. All well. I'm so damn tired, and itchy. Not a good combo. Why does my Dad think he has to repeat the same 3 sentences over and over again within 5 min. GOD. So annoying. *shoots self* Make today go away. And Then He Danced. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: New Trance Set ... In Progress. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
10:48 pm	I Hope Not... So I really hope that Amy worked tonight. Cuz if she didn't, she went to meet me. And I didn't see her anywhere...but what if I missed her! I really want to see me Amy... And now I be Emo... And now I dance... (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 21st, 2005
1:41 pm	Too Much Sleep. My visit to Ed's place made my head hurt. Kiby,Wally,Larissa,Pony and Hillary were there. I drank too much yet again. They did too many drugs like usual. I didn't get to go to sleep till 9:00pm the next night. Gawd. Woke up at 1pm today. I miss my Amy. Like WHOA! Current Mood: groggy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
10:42 pm	Bang! I'ma kill the world. Everyone must die...everyone but Amy. Cuz lets face it, I could never hurt her. Why am I going to kill everyone? I STILL HAVE YET TO BE CALLED INTO WORK! Guess what that means? Thats right tommorow is job huntin time. Care to join Amy? Yeehaw. Looks like the SHX, Nocturnal Commisions party is going to happen. It's all in the works. *Shoots people in the face* and then he danced. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
2:51 pm	Dreaming all night about zombies isn't fun. Getting turned into a zombie in your dream is fucked. brains...BRAINS... brains? (Comment on this)
Monday, August 15th, 2005
2:38 am	SO PISSED! A Rant about many a thing. Not because of the time it took for the damn bus to come, but just because the stupid TTC is putting Amy through a trip at this time of night and I am going to be worried sick. It isn't right. WORRIED WORRIED WORRIED. Tonight was like the best ever tho. It changed one outlook I had going. I was trying to keep Amy at a distance, mind you it wasnt working for me. The reason for it was simple, I just didn't wanna get hurt. I care about her more then enyone I have ever been with. Who know's why. Not me, it's just the way things worked out. I'm just gonna take down that emotional barier I had in place, and let whatever happens happen. In the end if I had kept going at the pace I was going, my mind would have ruind any future there may be. I sometimes think shit, for no reason, just because people have hurt me so many times. I know she isn't like that, and it's time to put that away. If I get hurt in the end, at least I can say the relationship was everything it could have been. It pisses me off how attached I am, but in a good way. I just don't get how the hell all of this happend. I can't picture life without her. Seeing as you are basicly the only one that reads this at the moment, there you go, thats what I feel now. What you said to me tonight made me realize how much I care about you. Hope you enjoyed my mushy ass rant. You better get home alright. *And then he danced* Current Mood: loved Current Music: Type O Negative - We Were Electrocute (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 14th, 2005
2:52 pm	The Amazing Deadness That Is Me... This weekend made me never want to drink again. 2 26ers to myself is never a good idea. I feel like shit. I never want to go through a two day hang over again. Waking up without you there was fucked. It confused me. I need to lay down again. Nothing seems real right now. Work tommorow...ew... (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
11:21 pm	It's Like Watching A Child Grow. Awww, Your So Gross and Swollen. The Pain...All Well, I Guess It's Just A Part Of Life. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
3:02 pm	Training Day. No Sleep. My eyes hurt. So tired... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 8th, 2005
4:24 pm	Holy Bordom Batman. This is like the worst day ever. I need something to do. But that wont happen. Cuz life is boring, and I have no one to hang out with. Well there is always Alaska...yes...time to move to Alaska. And then he danced. (Comment on this)
1:31 am	What an uneventfull day. Nothing to do. Bored. I could always go and join a cult. No... I think I might start one. (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 7th, 2005
2:34 am	I Don't Wanna Walk... You Can't Make Me. So I just got home about an hour ago. I'm so tired my eyes hurt, no burn...no...just ow. I think I walked a little too much tonight. My legs are cramped really bad. I think I might buy a wheel chair, and refuse to walk. Aimee can just push me around in it all day, and I'll act like a mental patiant, because technicaly I am. I mean really, look at me. So, after pushing me around all day, I start feeling bad, cuz Aimee looks like she is about to fall over dead. So I finally decide to get out of the chair and give her a hug, but POW! My legs brake in half because I've been sitting too long. After years of thearapy, and many a bad dream, Aimee finally gets over her stubaphobia, and goes on to become the worlds top sumo. Today was really fun but exhuasting. After getting a really good nights sleep for once due to reasons unknown... I went downtown to meet up with my madam. LOL So then after getting drinks at the store, and finding out that her job kickes my jobs ass, we went to see Charlie and the Chocholate Factory. Well that was a good waist of time that could have been spent trying to find the cure for cancer. It had its moments, but thats all they were, moments. The original kickes the remakes ass. 5 times. So then Aimee and I walk over to the funhuise....or however that place is spelled...with its strange spelling of we can spellness. So sitting there trying to figure out if I wanted to go to darkrave or not, It hit me. I hate raving. I really really don't like it anymore. I still like alot of the people, but I mean, God. I like raved myself out. Walked Aimee to the subway, and stupidly went back to see if I could find Joey. All the way back, angry that I didn't take Aimee to her subway stop. WOH WAH! Wait around, see people, don't actually go into the rave. HA HA! It's not raving if you don't go in! I then get to the subway station too late, miss my bus and walk all the way home. Tonight proved one thing to me...well two if you don't count my GRR to the walkathon. People scare me when they are high on E. I watch them and think "Damn, I know I'm tend times worse when I'm on that shit." Makes think of Chris, and how bad he's gotten. Makes me thankfull that people care and I listen. Drugs are bad. Eat sandwiches instead. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Manson - Lamb of God (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 20th, 2005
9:37 pm	Where Have All The Raves Gone? It Is Friday. 9:38pm. I'm Bord As All Hell. Where Have All The Raves Gone. Thats All I Wan't To Know Right Now. Why Is It, That When I Don't Want To Rave There Is An Over Abundance Of Raves Going On. Yet, When I Have Nothing To Do And No One To Hang Out With, No Raves. None. This Just Sucks A Little Too Much. Allwell. But Where Is Huggee? I've Been Trying To Get Ahold Of Him All Day, But Is He Around? NO. This Looks Like It's Going To Be One Of Those Fridays. You know you ain't going nowhere. Your stuck inside while the mind is flying. And you said you'd help me in the morning. Twisting On Pins Into My Eyes... I Put My Hands Up To My Eyes But The Holes In My Palms Let Me Find A Way To Corner You. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Panic By Ananthama (1 Comment |Comment on this)